I am starting to think about prom and I really don’t want to. What a waste of time, money, and energy.
Yet still I indulge.
Finding a date is actually the worst because I know I don’t appear to be the sort of of person to admit it, but I just realized this year how much it upsets me to not be asked to a dance/have a date. Like being accepted by a [just as insecure] teenage boy is my ticket in, and I reaaaally hate that.
(I’m already mad at myself for spending even this post on prom thoughts)